I opened my eyes slowly but was almost blinded by a bright light. Is the road to heaven I asked myself? I saw,figures moving in white. I thought they were angels but I realized they had no wings. I guess I was hallucinating.
I found my self in a hospital bed and i was confused. I was meant to be dead by now so why am I here?Unless…..No!No! No! It didnt work and I was angry.
I tried to move my body but the pain in my stomach was unbearable and I had to lie still. I saw a nurse coming to check my vitals and to administer an injection to me. I tried to protest but I was so weak, so I was shouting…”Leave me alone, let me die, I want to die.”
Only for my mom to enter the room and start ranting. “Lillian, why did you to kill yourself? This girl wants to kill me ohhh. If I hadn’t forgotten my breif case for an important meeting at home, I won’t have found you until its too late.
And thankfully your door wasnt locked. I was so shocked seeing you home lookibg lifeless. Do you know they had to get your stomach pumped to get rid of all those toxins? Why did you have to kill yourself ? You want them to see me as a bad mother abi? So that your fathers people will say I neglected you. Thank God you did not die. After all I’ve been doing for you and your sister, this is how you want to repay me.” I know that if not for the condition I was in, she would have landed me a heavy slap.
Oh shit, I should have locked the door. No wonder im alive. I wish I’m no longer in this world, the pain is too much. I just ignored her, I wish she could understand me but she cant and I don’t think she ever will. Whenever I try to talk to her she shuts me out so I see no need to start now. I just sighed and shut my eyes and tried to sleep, thats the only place i can find peace anyways. I just hate my life……To be continued