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๐Shin ah๐
I became really happy when the crowd started yelling kiss.
Donโt blame me if you were in my shoes wouldnโt you be? I kinda like him. No no I love him .
Yea Iโve realized that Chi isnโt someone or a being that is common to be precise I fell for him the very day he came up to me at the stage .
After that first kiss in which he claims to be reading my memory I earned for more earnestly.
I know Iโm rude , proud and all , Iโm a bitch sometimes but in his sight am just like a teenage girl begging for attention from her parent .
Yea I love him , I do when I say I do .
So this very moment , I really wish heโll do it . ๐Chi do๐
She seems really happy and all , well kissing her is not really a bad idea , Iโll just use this chance to look into her memory again , at least lemme pretend thatโs what am doing .
Iโve gotten to like her a lot, not just as a human but who she is .
Iโve gotten really attracted to her , Iโm losing it , maybe this will be the very last time Iโll be kissing her , itโs almost a year now , I think Iโll have to go back before I develop more silly feelings for this human .
I leaned closer to kiss while the screams from the fans increased .
Chi are you really doing this? a tiny thing asked me .
Yes Iโm doing this , I replied myself.
What of Kim sun ? A tiny thing asked me again.
Geez Kim sun forgive me , Iโll get back to you soon , I replied myself and leaned closer, she closed her eyes and I did it , I claimed her lips and started reading her memory again .
At least Kim wonโt kill me if she finds out .
She wrapped her arms around neck pulling me closer to her . damn sheโs really enjoying this .
I continued reading her memory and saw something, I saw something in her pass , waitโฆ.
A Ring!! What theโฆ.?
I disengaged from her immediately, looking at her in confusion.
What is the heavenly Ring doing with her ? How come I saw it in her memory?, why didnโt I see it the first time I read her memory? What the hell was going, I need an explanation.
Are you okay ? I heard her say and I nodded negatively, she haves a lot of explaining to do .
I climbed down the stage and left immediately not minding the reaction of other humans there .
Iโve been staying in one of the houses she made me buy , but not today Iโll go to hers.
I got to her house and teleported to her room waiting impatiently for her .
She opened the door and came in .
Are you okay ? Did I do anything wrong ? She asked anxiously and I stood up to meet her .
Where is the heavenly Ring ? I asked and her expression changed .
I donโt have an heavenly ring , she replied not looking at me but I already read her thought.
You seems to be forgetting me.
I wonโt ask again where is it ?.
Well my grandmother gave that to me and I intend to keep it forever , she replied and sat on her bed .
Wait how did you no about the ring anyways?
I read your memory and I wonder why I didnโt see it in the first time , I replied.
What? You read my memory instead kissing me ? She asked flaring up.
Thatโs not important to me .
But itโs important to me , she fired back.
Okay see forget that,I pleaded.
I canโt forget it , it means a lot to me and you should know better, she added and left the room .
Well Iโve been putting up with this kind of attitude for almost a year now . ๐Shin ah๐
I went out to my music room , I was really crying.
I mean I couldnโt control myself, I felt really hurt , I felt used .
The feeling of being used by someone you love is terrible, why will he do that to me , I know he knows how I feel for him and yet he used me that way .
I became really furious and started scattering the music room and crying at the same time .
I canโt take it at least not from Chi , I canโt, I just canโt.
I continued scattering and breaking the instruments I play until I felt someone behind me .
I know itโs you Chi , but let me be, I donโt wanna talk to you , I mourned .
Iโm sorry if I hurt you that much , I really am believe me , he said coolly .
He was still behind me and I turned to face him .
Iโm done believing you , I replied.
OK OK if you want I could do it again,more real this time ,he blurted.
I looked at him for a while..are you feeling pity for me?.
You feelโฆ..
Before I could complete my statement, he claimed my lips in his .
TBC
